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Wow... [May. 1st, 2006|10:53 pm]
Pleasure so exquisite as almost to amount to pain
[I feel |mellowmellow]
[music |Kommunity FK]

It's been a long time. I don't really know what to say, except, if you haven't moved on to myspace, it's a bitch to hear anything that I ramble on about. However, for once in a loooong time, I'm updating. Nothing's really new though... check out my myspace, I dont want to type my life on here, lol.

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So.. yeah. [Aug. 20th, 2005|08:31 am]
Pleasure so exquisite as almost to amount to pain
[I feel |aggravatedaggravated]
[music |Loneliness - Tomcraft]

Does anyone have myspace? What's your thingie so I can find you? I'm suddenyly a myspace freak.
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I'm starving. [Jul. 6th, 2005|12:25 pm]
Pleasure so exquisite as almost to amount to pain
[I feel |hungrystarving.]
[music |My Exit, Unfair - mewithoutYou]

So I'm thinking while I read through my friends pages, 'man. i havent posted in this el-jay in a looong time. wtf?!' So now I'm posting. Hi everyone!

I really wish I had a lot of incredible things to say, but I don't. My birthday is on Saturday, anyone want to come out? Give me a ring if you do... or call Mikey.

I'm looking for a new job, I hate the one I have now. If anyone has any ideas, let me know!! I could use more money.

I was craving a burger, of all things, today, and I was pacing around trying to decide if I should get in my car and go get one, or stay home. I seriously paced for 10 minutes, grabbed my keys, got to the porch, lit a cigarette, sat there for about 5 minutes thinking about it, and decided not to. I need to find a higher paying job instead of paying for a cheeseburger. Now that's what I call rational thinking.

Someone leave me a comment, so I can think I'm loved. <3
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Jesus. [May. 31st, 2005|02:12 am]
Pleasure so exquisite as almost to amount to pain
[I feel |hungrystarving.]
[music |With Teeth - NIN]

So while i was slowly filing through my friends posts (which I rarely ever do because I'm too busy) I have to say. Everyone bitches waaay too much. You have your friends and they love you, and you just go off the deep end over stupid shit that they sometumes can't control. What the FUCK do you have to be upset about?! You have people who love you and want to stay close to you, and you let petty shit get in the way. And you continue to keep bitching.

I could bitch too, but I choose not to. I could say that my father is dead, and I had to put flowers on his grave yesterday. And that pisses me right the fuck off. But I don't do that. Sometimes, you sick, sad, obsessed over stupid, petty high school shit type people just need to shut the fuck up and get over your petty shit, because other people have bigger problems than you. How do you like that.

Oh, and right. Whoever that fucker was who posted that "stupid goth bitch" thing, FUCK YOU.
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Stolen from Jason... [Apr. 18th, 2005|12:21 pm]
Pleasure so exquisite as almost to amount to pain
[I feel |dorkydorky]
[music |Policy of Truth - Depeche Mode]

A - Age you got your first kiss: I don't remember, uhm... 6, I think.
B - Band listening to right now: VNV Nation
C - Crush: My boyfriend!
D - Dad's name: Charles ::sniffle::
E - Easiest person to talk to: Crystal
F - Favorite bands at the moment: The Cure, Sioxusie and the Banshees, Stolen Babies, but that's right now
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: Gummy bears
H - Hometown: Grand Rapids, MI
I - Instruments: Bass guitar
J- Junior High: Valleywood M.S.
K - Kids: I want 2
L - Longest car ride ever: Probably just from here to Mississippi, I like flying better.
M- Mom's name: Sarah
N - Nicknames: Chains, Chanabear, Legs...
O - One wish: Ask and I will tell you.
P - Phobia[s]: Living and dying alone, being on a very tall, unsturdy ladder, getting fat.
Q - Quote: "The birth of man is the birth of sorrow."
R - Reason to smile: Mikey.
S - Song you sang last: Just Like Heaven - The Cure
T - Time you woke up [today]: 10:06 am
U - Unknown fact about me: I am deathly afraid of high fat foods.
V - Vegetable you hate: Okra
W - Worst habit(s): I'm a picky eater, if I eat at all.
X - X-rays you've had: My back, dental x-rays dont count
Y - Yummy food: Sugar-Free Jell-o
Z - Zodiac sign: Cancer, rising sign Leo, moon sign Sagittarius
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Update! [Apr. 18th, 2005|12:07 pm]
Pleasure so exquisite as almost to amount to pain
[I feel |determineddetermined]
[music |Beloved - VNV Nation]

I really need to update more. SO here's what's new:

1) My dad passed away last month, and I think I need medication.
2) Went to Nashville for a few days after that, it was okay.
3) The weather's nice again, and I can't complain about that!
4) I have a lot of stuff to get done, and I don't know why I'm still sitting around doing nothing.

So I hope everyone is doing okay, I will try to post more often.
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Nashvillians!!!! [Mar. 22nd, 2005|09:25 pm]
Pleasure so exquisite as almost to amount to pain
[I feel |crazyridiculous.]
[music |Coin Operated Boy - Dresden Dolls]

So next week my mom and I decided that instead of going to LA, we're going to Nashville.

If anyone wants to give me a call in that area next Wednesday through Saturday (March 30-April 2)... (616) 437-9915. We all should get together and hang out and talk about the state of the world... or current events... or whatever.
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Here's the deal. [Mar. 21st, 2005|01:11 pm]
Pleasure so exquisite as almost to amount to pain
[I feel |exanimatem'eh.]
[music |The Ubiquitous Mr. Lovegrove - Dead Can Dance]

Okay, so I love the hell out of each and every one of you, but I rarely look at my lj anymore... but I do try! If you guys have xanga, leave me your name on that and I can guarantee you I'll actually read those more often.

News: 1) My dad just passed away and we buried him last Wednesday.
2) I find it hard to get out of bed and socialize since the previously mentioned piece of news.
3) I don't know if anyone likes me as much as they claim to. And that's okay.
4) My mom and I are planning a luxury vacation on the money my evil aunt gave us.
5) I just realized how much I miss college. But I can't afford it.

And that's the update. Leave me a comment if you love me. Or not. Whatever.
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So I guess this is it. [Jan. 25th, 2005|01:46 pm]
Pleasure so exquisite as almost to amount to pain
[I feel |coldcold]
[music |Ringo No Uta - Voltaire]

Okay, so I haven't updated in a litle bit, and I'm sorry for not keeping up with everyone's business, but hey...

I'm currently in Mikey's basement and my hand is cold. I need a new job and I'm whining about it because Rite Aid is a bunch of ass faces and they dont give me enough hours anymore. I worked on Sunday, and I dont work again untuil Thursday. How messed up is that, eh?

Hope everyone who actually reads this is doing well! Uhm... I miss my buddies... I want some coffee... I love my boyfriend and we're going to get married. I'm not kidding!

Bye for now, kids.
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(no subject) [Jan. 18th, 2005|10:09 pm]
Pleasure so exquisite as almost to amount to pain
[I feel |lovedmikey loves me.]
[music |Up Tonight - Teenbeaters]

I missed Linds, I was soooo happy to see her, hurrah! Anyway... here's some bullshit, lol.

You Are 26 Years Old


Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

So I was looking through my wallet and I found a card that a woman gave me for the flower shop she works at, and when she gave it to me, I was complaining about how boyfriend doesn't do enough "nice things for no reason" for me... this morning when we went out for breakfast, I ound this and told him the story, and I was like "she told me to slip it in your wallet when you weren't looking" so he looked off and I put in in there... but the odd thing was, after we left, hung around his house fo a bit, and did a whole lot of nothing, we decided I should go home. We're in the car, and getting on the highway from downtown, and we see a van for this lady's floral shop. We thought it was funny. But then when we got off on my exit, we saw another one. Mikey took it as a sign. lol

I got new shoes!!!! I hate shoe shopping, so stumbling on a badass pair of shoes is the best. And their comfy. And european. I dunno what my european shoe size is though. But the store folk did.

Lastly. If I talk on the phone with you on a regular basis, when I say I have to go, don't keep me on the phone for 10 minutes after I say I have to go. Cuz when I say I have to go, it's more than likely a good reason why I have to. I love you all to death, but KNOW WHEN TO SHUT THE HELL UP!

And that's today's posting.
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